KMB

Esok dah masuk Kolej MARA Banting...apela nasib blogku nih..haha

BYE2 EVERYONE!!!! JUMPE DI SANA KOCI,ORG LAME,ATONG,USOP,BAKAU AND BASYIR!!!

HOPE THIS PLACE CAN MAKE MY DREAMS COMES TRUE...

What a great test!!

Hurm...should i write this post in english or in bm??? ..Blank..

Ok, i've decided to write in bilanguange...is it ok??ok je

This is all about the journey to KMB. "Journey" in terms of preparation before i register there on 23rd of June. To be more specific, medical check-up.

Firstly, the offer letter i received stated that the medical check-up should only be done in general hospital/klinik kesihatan daerah and so on but not in private. The statement, "Pengesahan kesihatan hanya boleh dilakukan oleh pegawai perubatan kerajaan." So i guess it's right.

Then, i went to the klink kesihatan semenyih to do the medical check-up. And guess what...i will get my blood test result in 2 months. Sounds like ridiculous+nonsense and any other words synonym to that. The first time i went, the H.A (hospital attendant) who's in charge told me that i can only manage to do the X-ray and they took my blood. The rests should be done on 18th of June. Is it an appointment?? I went to the clinic on 25th of May. Then, i need to wait for about 3 weeks to complete my medical check-up. Now it's getting worst. Right??

Nothing can be done. Then, i went to the clinic again on the appointment date. Whatever. Oh forgot about BM. Rupe2nye semua budk yg buat medical check-up dtg aritu jgk. Now i'm getting angry+panas+annoying. So in the past 3 weeks, what have they been doing. When get my turn to enter the checking room, i'm getting more and more angry. They said that i can't do the medical check-up as i don't get my blood test result. NOTHING TO DESCRIBE, but they all x lebih dari smph. At the last minute baru nak bgtau. Rase cam nak mencarut je.

Dgn kepanikan yg melampau, sbb tggl brpe ari je lagi nak daftar. They all really terrible. I'm almost cry there. Mcm masa dpn aku dah gelap. Then, ayah aku srh buat blood test tu kat KPJ Kajang Specialist Hospital but the result will be out on Monday. Still x smpt sbb kmgkinan rslt tu dpt ptg. Now i'm really want to cry. Akhirnye, jmpe satu diagnostic clinic and ble siap in 2 days, maknenye ari Sabtu dah dpt. Huh, now i'm a little bit relieved. RM100 melayang. Just waiting for the result and on Monday i will go back to the horrible clinic to complete my medical check-up. Hope so.
Just waiting and waiting...the only thing that can be done.

Conclusion: PEKERJA KERAJAAN SEKARANG NI MMG PEMALAS DAN X EFISIEN!!! AKU HRP SOMEBODY TAKE ACTION ON THE WORST CLINIC...ARGH!!

PPSMI being abolished...

It's been a long time i'm not updating my blog...

Recap:Why i'm writing my post in english? It's because i'm sound silly when i'm writing in Bahasa Malaysia (my mother tongue). Is that it? BM u are so pathethic. Now everyone are grumbling about you...what a sad. BUT i'm still a MALAY!!! None can change it...

ETeMS(PPSMI)...such a hot issue being debated for such a long period. At last, it's abolish. Hurm...

It seems that Malaysians are always afraid of taking the risk...even it's for their own sake. What a sad too. Maybe i should write this post in bilanguage ( BM+English), so that people can't accuse that i'm a traitor to my own race.

PPSMI dilakukan bkn utk menghancurkan masa depan org2 Melayu tapi utk tolong masa depan dorg sendiri. Tapi mcm biasa kite sering nak tuding jari, cepat melatah bila gagal. Itulah tradisinya, budayanya. Bwh ni aku nak coretkan ckit kenapa aku rase PPSMI ni masih relevan dan wajar diteruskan.

1) PPSMI sedikit sebanyak membantu pelajar2 dlm menguasai BI dgn lebih mantap. Pembelajaran subjek BI saje tidak ckp utk meningkatkan kemahiran bahasa pelajar2.

2)PPSMI merupakan medium terbaik menyediakan pelajar2 utk msk ke U nnti. Kat U nnti pun sape yg blaja sains sume tu akan gunakan BI jgk. So, what's the matter if we start earlier. Melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya, adapun pepatah Melayu mcm tu.

3)Membantu jgk kpd mereka2 yg berhasrat nak melanjutkan pelajaran kat luar negara nnti. At least, tak de la isu pelajar x phm dlm kelas bila further study in overseas nnti.

Sbnrnye, byk yg aku nak tulis tapi x pe la cume skrg ni aku nak bidas ckit kelemahan yg org ckp psl PPSMI ni.

1)Cikgu ajar dlm kelas pun ckp BM-Hadirin sekalian, anda pernah berkata bahawa anak anda x phm kalo blaja BI. So, ckp la BM nak bagi anak anda phm. Yg penting Math and Science ni kena phm. Secara tidak langsung, anak anda phm ape yg diajar sambil tu mengintepretasikan ape yg dorg phm dlm BI. Anak anda jgk yg pndi BI lame2 nnti.

2)Kurang pendedahan BI kepada pelajar luar bandar-Hadirin sekalian, dulu masa kecik2 saya jamin more than 70% la dari kalangan anda pun duduk luar bandar jgkkan. Ye la blaja sejarah pun org melayu di kawasan luar bandar, org cina di bandar dan org india di estet2. Tapi ble plak terer ckp BI. Camne plak tu. Zaman anda dulu tu ade internet ke??

Mcm ni la senang ye...kbykan yg bising ni sume org Melayu. Sumenye psl nak memartabatkan Bahasa Malaysia. Kenape kalo blaja BI, BM tu pupus ke? Jatuh martabat ke?

Mcm ni lagila senang ye...cube tgk menteri2 kite skrg. Fuh, skali speaking, fluent skali. Kenape ye? Sbb dulu dorg blaja kat era penjajahan British, pendidikan ala British, guna BI. Pandai jgk ckp BM. Melayu jgk.

Aku kat sini bknla nak jadi penderhaka kpd bangsa sendiri, bahasa sendiri. Mmg btul bahasa melambangkan bangsa. Tapi selagi Bahasa Malaysia gah di bumi Malaysia ni, buat ape kite nak takut dgn bahasa2 asing. Nama pun dah gah. Language is universal. Sume org ble blaja kalo nak.
Konklusinya, sesuatu yg amat membanggakan bile tgk org2 Melayu mmpu berckp dlm BI dgn begitu fasih. Itu realitinye. Byk kelebihan kalo mahir dlm BI, bahasa global ni. Pegi mane2 pon, org x ble bodoh2 kan kite. Tapi nak mahir mesti ade ikhtiar, ade usaha. Tapi sekarang ni bile ade benda2 tu, kite plak menentang. Susah sana, susah sini. Sumenye susah. X de yg senang. Skrg ni bile nak diwajibkan BI sbg subjek wajib lulus dalam SPM pun ade yg bising. Susah lagi. Haih! Manja sangat org2 skrg ni x ble susah langsung.

Kadang2 sedih bile tgk anak bangsa sendiri tercicir sume sbb x fasih BI. Sbb tu kebanyakan kite ni hanya mmpu keja kilang, supermarket dan seangkatan dgnnye. Mmg halal tapi smpi bile kite nak berada di bwh je. Kenapa x nak keja yg bagus dan halal. Mgkin ini pandangan aku. Org lain, lain plak. Cume kdg2 kite kena bkk pemikiran, lihat ke depan, lebih jauh ke depan kalo nak jadi bangsa yg berjaya dan jgn hanya tau nak melatah bile ditimpa kesusahan. Ikhtiarkan, usahakan mcm mane nak atasinya. X kan sume benda nak dibubarkan. Sbb tu manusia ade akal.

BANGSA JEPUN DAN PERANCIS SEMUA BERJAYA MENGGUNAKAN BAHASA IBUNDA SENDIRI. TAPI CUBA TGK MCM MANE DORG BANGKIT DARI KISAH SILAM HINGGA KE HARI INI...

Akhir kata, "Ukurlah baju di badan sendiri". Renung2 kan, pkir2kan utk kebaikan bersama...

Master the language is vital!!!

MASTERING THE LANGUAGE IS VITAL!!!

Of course english, the global language which is used in worldwide as a medium to communicate...sounds like i'm going to write nothing, except for rubbish. hurm...is that so??

i'm going to pursue my study (medic) in overseas. insyaAllah if it is destined for me by God. but the thing that strangle the string in my head is just that my skill in english command. do i already good?? do i have high proficiency in that language?? can i manage myself in the foreign country since i really don't have the confidence to communicate with the people in there? no need to say much, i even afraid to speak with the Malaysians who are prone to speak in English. what the heck is going on!

DO I MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION?

Later, can i really success when i'm studying abroad?? really which means, absorbs everything, the knowledges related to medical studies and of course the skills, the practical one. now, i start to think about my future. to look forward, what happen to me 8 years from now. Oh my God! i really hope i can face through all the obstacles in my life...

Since that, i know that no one can help me except for myself. i can't blame my parents for not growing me with the skills of english since i was a kid. it can't be the issue, the excuse and the matter to think about too much. i know someday i'll be able to master this language even better than mdm lim ( my english set teacher). i still remember what she said that mastering the language is not the thing that can be done in a few days even months. i know and somehow i believe it even i'm not the type who are easily accepting other people's views. Standing with the fact that Rome doesn't built in one day, i learn everything will take a long journey, but the revenue is something that can be proud of even after 100 years.

To be frank, i still afraid whether i can really carry myself in the IB and...when i manage to study abroad. God please help me and i'll always strive for the best. Pray and struggle that's the only thing that i can do.

Note:why i'm writing my post in English?? hurm...later i will know, i guess.

MOVING>>>SUCCESS

Congrats to all my friends who got the scholarships...

Believes that we are in the right path...

Towards in what we hope to be...

The hope of our family...

And of course this is not the time we sholud turn back...

There's no turning back in life...

In life for someone who seeking for success...

There's nothing impossible...

Because everything is possible...

For the one who are really believe on it...

~SUCCESS IS THE ONE WHICH EVERYONE LOOKING FOR~

~BUT DID EVERYONE WORK FOR IT~

~STOP TALKING NONSENSE AND JUST STRIVE FOR THE BEST~

~BECAUSE WHAT WE PLANT TODAY, WE WILL HARVEST LATER~

~JUST BELIVE IN IT...INSYAALLAH~

All the best to everyone...
Sincerely from me...

Realiti kini...sume psl scholarship!

Arini pagi2 aku dpt call ckp rslt mara dah klua. Smbil tu kwn ak yg call ni sdih sbb x dpt coz yg die dan family harapkan. X pyh la ckp sape nnti dikata menjatuhkan maruah org plak. Tapi aku mmg kesian kat die sbb the truth is aku nak die dpt same ngan aku. Tapi dah x de rezeki nak buat camne. Hmm...Pastu berduyun la org anta msg tanye ak dpt x mara. Sume aku x reply. Bkn ape x de kredit n aku malas nak kecoh ape yg aku dpt kat org lebih2 lagi ade org ckp tu baru draf je.

Realitinye...aku dpt mara, aku dpt um, dua2 offer medic. Tapi org mesti argue asal ko x nak gi mara tu plak, pegi overc org respek nnti n bla..bla..bla. Pastu abg aku dgn selambanye mencelah time aku tgh ckp ngan ayah aku, "Pegila mara tu, x kan nak jumpe ko plak nnti kat um" Ptt ke die ckp camtu. Tapi aku x kisah sbb aku phm ape die nak smpikan kat aku. Die cume nak aku dpt yg terbaik.

Spt biase mak aku mendesak aku dgn sehalusnya srh aku gi. Ayah aku srh pkir mane yg ble carry tapi die ade ckp die pecaye yg aku ble. Bile direnungkan aku ni truk btul. X bersyukur. Dah dpt peluang yg ade org lain x dpt nak sia2kan plak. Inilah realitinya...dunia sekarang...dan aku... Ape aku buat ni?? Org lain smgt, hepi dpt offer. Aku? Org lain smpi nangis, sedih x dpt. Aku??

MUHAMMAD KHAIRUL FADLI B ABD GHAFFAR PLEASE WAKE UP!!!!!

Pkirkan family, hope dorg nk tgk sorg doc dilahirkan dlm family.

Pkirkan kwn2 yg xdpt, tgk cmne dorg still ade smgt nak ucapkan tahniah.

For the last part, choose wisely what u want to be,

What u you REALLY want to be and to achieve in this life....

No matter what aku akan accept offer mara ni...insyaAllah aku akn bejaye wlpn aku still x yakin ngan diri aku...who cares...it's going to be the same like mase nak msk saser dulu...all will be success if they want to be...pray and effort are the keys for the one who seek it...

Something unusual...

Arini rase cam x sihat je. Mgkin sbb aku tido lmbt utk 0n9 smpi 2 ke 3 pagi dan sbb itu juga aku tlh bgn lmbt. Tapi hari ni mcm lain mcm je. Besenye slma ni aku buat camtu x de pape pon. Hmm...jadi moody plak.

Arini 7 Mei 2009. Nape aku jadi camni?? Hmm..rase kosong, boring apetah lagi. Yg plik sedih pon ade. Aku tibe2 hilang selera nak mkn. Rase cam nak muntah kalo mkn dan aku pon x breakfast. 11 May ni tarikh msk matriks. Kwn2 aku pon ade yg msk ctu dan aku tau ade antara drg ni x nak pon msk ctu tapi dah x de pilihan. Kesian plak kat dorg. Hmm...aku rase bile dorg dah msk nnti aku rase cam alone je mksd aku cam sunyi je. X tau la nape. Mgkin lps ni jrg cntct ataupun x kan cntct lgsg pon. Sedih rasenye sbb aku pon jenis yg kwn ngan org tu smpi bile2 bkn hanye kat skola je. Abis skola tu blah je buat dek ngan hal msg2. Itu bkn aku dan itulah mslh aku.


25 Mei nnti aku plak akn daftar kat UM. Hmm...rase cam mase ni berlalu singkat dan aku pon mls nak msk awal2 sgt. Mgkin ade org yg eager nak smbg study blk ngan cpt tapi itu bkn aku. Mgkin juga sbb aku tau nak study medik bkn benda yg mudah dan benda tu sume abg aku dah cite. Subjek yg rumit dan syllabus yg terlalu byk, nak score itu la inila dan hmm...itu baru pre-clinical study. Blum lagi clinical study yg 10 kali ganda beban die. Tapi aku x ble nak cerewet sgt sbb nak jadi doc tu cite2 aku since dari kecik. Tapi to be honest skrg aku x kemaruk sgt pon nak jadi doc tu apetah lagi aku sbnrnye still blur ngan ape yg aku nak capai dlm hidup aku ni.


Dlm beberapa hari ni jgk adela org call aku,ym aku dan aku pon ade call org dan semestinya topik utama upu dan matriks. Soalan yg same je "Ko dpt mane upu? Ko pegi x? Cmne ngan biasiswa luar negara tu?" Ade jgk yg tanye pandangan, "Ko rase kalo ko jadi aku ko nak pegi mane? Matriks ke atau upu yg offer diploma je?" Mule2 ssh nak jwb benda ni. Tapi bagi aku due2 pon ble pegi. Dan aku pon jwb la, pegila matriks kalo ko rase ble carry(maksudnye dpt 4 flat) itupon kalo x nak dilelong ngan coz yg ko x minat. Kalo upu tu pegila kalo ko rase sggp blaja utk satu tmph yg lame itupon kalo nak smbg degree or master ataupun phD. Itu je.

Pastu ade jgk yg tanye kalo ko dpt piln tu ko nak pegi ke or nak stay upu? Itu lagila ssh nak jwb sbb aku pon msh x de jwpn utk itu. Sbnrnye aku ni x de la nak sgt study oversea tu. Aku tau kalo gi oversea nmpkla gah, nmpk cam up ckit. Pastu tmbhla advantage blaja culture org n bla..bla..bla. Bagi aku x kisah kalo x dpt pon gi oversea tu sbb aku hanye nak blaja dlm course yg btul yg bole jadikan cite2 aku dulu tu kenyataan. Sbnrnye itu yg parents aku hope sgt nak tgk anak die jadi doc dan ltk high expectation yg kdg2 merimaskan aku sejujurnye. X ble nak salahkan dorg gak sbb aku tau dorg hanye nak tgk ank2 die bejaya, hidup sng. Parents mane nak tgk anak die susah.

Jadi aku pon decide kalo aku dah cmfrtable ngan upu tu nnti mgkin aku trus stay ctu je. Tapi aku tau jgk yg parents aku akan cube desak aku terima piln tu kalo dpt. Hmm...mcm dilema plak. X pe aku terima je. Dlm benda ni aku teringat plak yg mak aku penah ckp yg blaja mane2 pon ble dpt A mase aku x nak msk saser dulu. Tapi cube fkir org nnti pndg mane str8 A's lepasan skola harian ke lpsn SBP. Mne yg dpt main priority dulu. Dan sbb itulah aku pon msk saser yg mmg aku x nak msk pon. Pastu, pljr saser dilabelkan x sesuai(mgkin x setaraf kot) utk msk matriks tu. Itula realitinye bile dah msk skola yg top. Hmm..kesian kalo pkirkan nasib bdk saser yg msk matriks tu. Ape dorg rasekan. Overall aku nak je back up bdk2 saser yg msk matriks tu dan aku nak ckp blaja mane2 pon ble bjaye. Dan igt jgk x sume bdk matriks tu gagal dan x sume bdk yg msk upu tu sukses. Sume ni bergantung pada diri sendiri kalo nak ubah nasib dan pemikiran org kat kite. Yg penting kalo ade rezeki x ke mana dan jgn lupe jgk yg kite hanye merancang tapi yang menentukan sume ada di atas sana yang sedang memerhatikan kita.

P/s: kpd ex-skk, ex-kjg high skool mahupun ex-saserians aku hanye ble ckp gud luck dan doakan korg berjaye dunia dan akhirat...Aminn....